Brink of Divorce

It took me by surprise when the relationship with my husband suddently imploded. I didn't expect one of the hardest parts of motherhood was going to be navigating the new relationship dynamic between my husband and I. From the sleep deprived nights, raging hormones, and lack of empathy for one another, it's no wonder we were on the brink of divorce. Things are a little better now but there are still our moments. My 12 month old son still doesn't sleep through the night - not even close, so on the very rough nights, I noticed that's when we're at each other's necks. I feel like every other week he's going through a sleep regression, growth spurt or like they say, a new skill developing. Honestly speaking, I didn't think it would be this hard. Mothers are the real superheros of this world.

When does it get easier? Some nights are a real struggle and it's affecting my mental health.